So I am sitting here talking to my friend Eli on the phone about a very important and dear situation in my life...and after I am done talking I hear him breathing heavy and I am like... Eli...are you there? Are you listening to me? And he jumps on and it was obvious that he was not listening....ya know, that is a little disturbing when you dont realize how long you have been talking and that it bores everyone around you. So I was a little bit distraught by the thought and jumped off the phone. Obviously as a Leo and a performer we do not like to be ignored...and/or not listened to. When will people ever learn..lol!
I cant wait to get back out there and auditioning....I have been missing it...seriously missing the people...my friends...the opportunity to get out there and perform. I have got my groove back baby...and I cant wait.
Now, I just need to get a job..hahaha!
Anyway, I am so wanting to find outlets for my desires and wants...like choreography...and creating...and performing...directing. These are all things that I love to do...and am pretty darn good at. Seeking for the good in others and helping other reach their potential...it excites me. I want to teach at a University....I want to create my own program...I want to help people realize their abilities and nurture them in the right fashion.
I have created some companies/events..."The Photography Train", "The Wright Agency", "Sunset Cruise For Change" (which is still in the works). And all because I needed some outlet to do so. I love creating things....(how many times have I said that...) - now I just need to move them forward and make them huge realities.
Wow, I am totally talking out of my arse right now...as you can tell from my above paragraph...it is an english professors nightmare...and gave me a headache to read. hahaha...
ok...off to bed...it is 1:43am in NYC and its a beautiful fall night. Friends...lets come back to this when my brain is working.